i'm scared to weight myself. the last two days i ate soooo much. i'm just so pissed because of that guy i already wrote about. i thought he were different. but indeed he isnt. all the guys just want the same. im so tired of it. i should lose so much weight, so that he will notice that im the best girl he can have. i want him to be addicted to me. i need it. i need him. i want him. now.